I'm missing out alot of events currently... I missed the Truman Show, where I could have been enjoying myself with friends around me, I missed my tuition cause I was at camp, I missed out being --- because I was --- -- ---, although I somehow --- it now, weird huh, cause last time I -- --- so much.

Gotta go dinner now, blogging again later. and NO, I ain't emo, just in a quiet mood.

Edit/6.28pm

Okay, time for an emo post, it so helps me move on in life once in a while.

Feeling the cold shoulders of many, but still got so much other friendlier people around me, YET, I still choose to concentrate on the cold shoulders, why why tell me why. And, although those people never really say anything, that's the whole point.
They don't say anything, they avoid me, ask me to shutup. Mannnnn~ I wish I had absolutely, NO enemies, no people I resent, no people resenting me, all around are friends, no icy cold shoulders. and also, I wish I don't resent anyoneee, I want THAT character trait really badllyyyy.

And I also better stop my arrogance, its starting to rise and rise since after the Sec 3 camp, I can feel it. I'm getting more and more arrogant, arrogance breeds hatred, hatred breeds problems, problems breed =( , unhappy faces.


Anyone know's what I'm talking about? If you don't its okay, you know why? Cause I'm talking in my own slang. If you understand, it means, well.. you're good? Idk... anyway, THE EMO POST HELPED ME! YAY! Epiphany realised, came, revelations revealed, I'm... MOVING ON, with a new goal!