What's In Me

Seahcheng,15


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9 SEPTEMBER 1994
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Amplifiers....
another Thursday, July 30, 2009 at 9:51 PM

Om freaking G. Blogger is back! With the colour text and word size and wingdings etc.
Let's go by point form in what happened today.
  • Went to school. Sang 'Wo Bu Pei - Jay Chou' with Dad in car today. We were rocking the world... Yeah baby.
  • Went to school, went to assemble, went to class, free period with relief teacher.
  • Went to P.E, screamed my lungs out. Charged back and forth between soccer and captain's ball. Showed Shuyun how to climb the wall. Apparently, I was unknowingly mocking her.
  • Abigail pulled me ear(bleed or not, not sure), Keilin shouted at me, Xuanjun stepped on my foot, Allan punched me in the stomach, Krystal charged me down to get the ball. This was all I had to go through during captain's ball... I will get you guys one day. Mark me damn words.
  • Then lessons, lessons. Chemistry put me into the studying mood. Was good, cause next lesson was chinese so I was studying. There's a damn test tmr. OH I HAVE CCA TMR =.-
  • Recess, then Lit. Was paying attention. Thank you :) muaahahhaha
  • Then another free period, then A Maths test.
  • Then went to show Keryn where all the frogs and toads lived at in the school.
  • Then went my house watch TV with paika and kukumalu.
That's my day folks.

Now, on to more serious matters. I have come to the conclusion, that... I prefer not to blow up matters. Makes the world a simpler place. Oh Leslie, teach me your ways of the simple. HAHAHAHA

P.s, Dad gave me some new amplifiers. They're rockin my room as we speak.



Broken Inside.
another Sunday, July 26, 2009 at 9:54 PM

Edit: this post took me an hour to complete.

I'm gonna listen to a whole bunch of songs, and immediately type out lines from those songs that I feel, describe my feelings, life, or I just simply find them cool, haha. Seriously, try to read most of them, specially the one from Blue - Walk Away.

The White Tie Affair - the Way Down.

You that actions speak louder than words.
Pay no attention, better to shut out the lights.

Problems won't disappear, problems will interfere, and I don't think we'll survive, a fall from up so high.

This must be the way down...

Blue - Walk Away (Fav song)

Is this masquerade, finally over?
Can we put down, the roles that we've played, so many times?

Is this really? the final curtain? End of the play...
Once again I walkaway, there's no turning back this time baby.
With every step I leave you behind me.
Determined this time you'll be sorry. (my regretful personality)
If you asked me, you know that I'd stay.

Chris Daughtry - It's Not Over

Cause it's all misunderstood...
Well I'll try to do it right this time around.
It's Not Over.
This love is killing me,
It's Not Over.

I've taken all I can take, and I cannot wait.
Being strong, pullin' on.

DONE! :)

It's just random.

Today had loads of hysterical laughter at You-Know-Who's house. Then I went over to the Potter's to return his invisibility cloak. Bout time I returned it. Meeting Ron next week for a round of Quiditch, and I think I'll go over to the Library with Hermione tomorrow. Alright gotta go, Voldermort's getting abit cranky and want to use his com. He and his muggle obsession =.-...

See ya Dumbledore.

Yes, I just finished reading Harry Potter, and I'm still in my own world. hahahaha.



Closing the door.
another Sunday, July 19, 2009 at 10:57 PM

I so totally wish I weren't myself. Then I wouldn't be so... BIG FAT SIGH...

Cleared up some doubts with friend who lives in tree, remember to stock up nuts for the winter. :)

Hey, everyone reading this, I really wish I can get rid of my over - dramatic side, and my other f- annoying qualities which I know alot of people oh-so-hate, including me, but it is so hard. Wanna know how hard?

STEP 1:
Constantly prevent myself from trying to make people happy, or trying to destroy awkward moments. Its always better to SIT AT THE BACK and shut your mouth. That way no one will point the finger at you if you screw up the cheering up part.

STEP 2:
Don't give a damn when no one does.

STEP 3:
Don't over react or try to do funny things since it just irritates people who don't know you.

Those, are my idiotic problems, mainly the part the really tries to make sure every single second everyone has a smile on their face, but of course, we're TEENAGERS, we're all supposed to feel like the world is gonna crumble, SO PUT ON YOUR SAD FACES PEOPLE, ITS TIME FOR MISERY =.-

And one more thing to add that ticks me off. I just went to some typical teenager's blog, you know what they wrote in the profile... Such a laugh, for crying out loud.

They wrote: I'm a bitch/attitude problem/ugly.

Nothing more to say. People whom I've irritated, sorry. I'll walk out of your life from now on.

Just shut up, simple. And my life will improve.



And I'm... not afraid.
another Monday, July 13, 2009 at 10:16 PM

Tomorrow jogging with usual gang, Kryst XJ Clean and Abi. Guess what guys? You are going to EAT MY DUST! I'm gonna run that fast. We're kinda hoping JieXin would somehow be able to join us.

Tmr's chinese. We're all gonna die ... whee. Haven't completed damn review. Its a complete contraption. Hate it. HATE!!! Wish I had a dog, then I could give the teachers my chewed up pieces of homework and blame it on the dog. I'd so love him after that.

Dog's were mans' best friend for a reason :) muahahaha.

Today was uber fun. Sat at hole and ate NasiLemak (i love the rice), and talked about... talking. Haha, just random topics randomly from everyone's mouth. Wasn't it a JOY!? It was biatch!



Ah, get outta my face.
another Thursday, July 9, 2009 at 8:58 PM

i fucking hate myself.

Alright, nice start. Choose not to brag on why I said that, but still, I soooo fucking hate myself. Sorry to the ones I hurt. I'm just that fucked up. I'll try to change. I'm getting sick of myself.

Sure suicide has passed by my mind so many times, but why be so rash. Its a dumb choice anyway, seems kinda fun though. Wonder what everyone will react like if I suicide. Wonder what the Afterworld's like. I'll find out when I grow old I guess.

I'm a typical teenager, a small little problem and it seems like the end of the world to me. Its only the beginning. Ha =.-

Now isn't this post just a bundle of joy. Fuck you, Seah Cheng.



Heartbreaker
another Wednesday, July 8, 2009 at 10:28 PM

Suddenly in love with Michael Jackson's songs again. Its really sad though... He dies.

Just freaking listen to this song, the beat is so sick.



MJ shall live on forever in our hearts!

This morning,.... usual. Someone harassed me for her present.... Jeez take a break, its just a souvenier. From perth, perthhh perthhhh perthhhh (echo)

  • Lessons were alright, big fat scolding from Mr. Heng. Such a kick in the butt in the morning like... seriously.
  • Went on to Biology, looked at cells again. They bore me. I know their in my body and everything but they bore me.
  • Then, Chinese, bleah. Maths... was alright.
  • Recess, I saved on spending by eating off KeiLin and Krystal's food. I'm such a good friend, helping them to diet. I'm so full of myself hahaha. Shut up Cheng!
  • Then, yaya lessons you get the point.
  • CCA was fun. Freaking, it was like, getting ready to do a scene that will be shown on TV in front of millions of eyes. In case you dunno, my CCA's Drama. YA YA STOP LAUGHING, you get aircon and that's what I'm all for.


Alright that's it. Satisfied now? You people who have been harping on my blog to blog about my life. HERE IT IS! TAKE IT! okay kidding, joking, pulling your leg.

Bye mooks.



Peril
another Monday, July 6, 2009 at 12:10 AM

Guess I'll update my blog. Been a long time huh? [pat's blogger's head] Missed you buddy.

Anyway, blogging is like... so mundaneee. Kay, my life. Usual, boring homeworks that suck out your lifeforce. But, seemed to have gone out alot, have friends come over alot, no H1N1 thank god.... Did much parkouring and spanking of the butt. haha ignore the canceled stuff, random.

I have officially no crush on anyone now. Ladies, come and get me (wtf so arrogant hahaha, I am speaking to myself yes.) Nah I'm joking. I mean, MEN, COME AND GET ME.

What am I doing... so random. I'm easily sian-afied, ticked off, frustrated nowadays, must be my PMS. Screw you singaporean, woops, I'm a singaporeans. I love you america.

Hello my prestigious world. I don't even know what prestigious means. I just used it cause it sounds profound and I wanna sound smart.

Okay, hope you guys had a weird but wonderful time reading that post of utter nonsense.

Nah, okay I'm fine alright, just... Haven't blogged in a long time so I guess I'd just do something
stupid. Haha

Goodnight privates. At ease soldier.

Btw, to my faithful tagger of the blog; Yichin:
Thank you for keeping my blog alive. You will live a long age. Toodles and many shaking of the hand. =P bleah.