i fucking hate myself.

Alright, nice start. Choose not to brag on why I said that, but still, I soooo fucking hate myself. Sorry to the ones I hurt. I'm just that fucked up. I'll try to change. I'm getting sick of myself.

Sure suicide has passed by my mind so many times, but why be so rash. Its a dumb choice anyway, seems kinda fun though. Wonder what everyone will react like if I suicide. Wonder what the Afterworld's like. I'll find out when I grow old I guess.

I'm a typical teenager, a small little problem and it seems like the end of the world to me. Its only the beginning. Ha =.-

Now isn't this post just a bundle of joy. Fuck you, Seah Cheng.