What's In Me

Seahcheng,15


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9 SEPTEMBER 1994
Sabaku_kyu94@hotmail.com



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Donnie Yen
another Saturday, August 29, 2009 at 10:41 PM

Look at the freaking power and intensity of his anger, especially the German Suplex.
P.S, people who find fight scenes a bore, don't watch it, and get lost. You can find a map in the subway, or you can ask directions from me, but it'll cost ya about 60 bucks.





Enjoy the damn video, I know I did.



Appre -shi -ate
another Thursday, August 27, 2009 at 10:25 PM

Right now I only have like 4 people I can truly count on. And all these people hanged out with me today at -blanks- house.

Ah, I really really am starting to get conscious of the fact that I am virtually, and realistically totally alone in the school without them. Even a simple matter of, lining outside the class, no one freaking even stands next to me. In fact, if they could, they would TOTALLY AVOID THE CHANCE if they could. See what my drama and loudness has got me into.

I'm not trying to gain special attention by saying I'm hated and all alone, I'm just saying I'm damn lucky to have 4 friends to really count on when I'm in deep waters.

But what I wanna say now is, I sometimes tend to take these friends for granted, and, ... I just want to apologise, DON'T YOU SING THAT SONG THAT I KNOW YOU WANNA SING, but I wanna apologise cause I know its NOT TOO LATE.

Haha, well, had lots of laughs today, and yesterday. And guess what, I'm totally over my crush. Guess that's what happens if you start drinking beer. Okay I didn't but it took me truckload of effort to get over her. I'm over you. (Chris Daughtry song, go listen to it)

Bye you idiots...

By the way, sorry Richardson. You do have a life. It's me who LACKS IT. Treasure your graph drawing friends. =)



Give it up.
another Monday, August 24, 2009 at 6:04 PM

Can you please just hurt me in some way, so I can force myself to give you up. Its freaking eating me alive.



Lie to Me.
another Sunday, August 23, 2009 at 10:01 PM

Well this is convenient. Can't breathe, can't talk properly, can't shake my head without getting pains. First time in the year I've fallen sick. And alot of other people are getting it too. Teachers included.

Well I can tell you something though, if you got a fever, start doing push - ups. 5 of em', and your blocked nose will magically disappear. It so freaking rocks cause this way, I have no excuse not to do em'! Been freaking lazy for a year already godamnit.

Studied hard for previous tests. I actually studied. Most of the time I just go through what's already in my head. Yikes, no wonder I've been failing.

Alright, last night was fun and scary. 2 Idiots stayed over at my place. It was raining cows and sheeps my god, and the lightning was simply, loud. As in, honestly, it felt like the whole building shook or something. I totally admire the power of thunder and lightning....

Oh plus, I just made my life in westwood easier. Person who received my sorry message, you know what I mean.

Bye mooks.



Switch it.
another Wednesday, August 19, 2009 at 11:30 PM

Got scolded today by Mrs Kang, and... by far, out of all the teachers, it was COOOOL!

The way her eyes just pierce into your soul and rip out ... something. Just makes you feel fearful yet, hmm, yeah guess I was kinda wrong that kinda feeling. Omg, freaking love it. The only bad thing now is I'm in her bad books. Dangggg.

I sound like Kung Fu Panda when he was being beaten up during his training huh? The way he embraced the pain. Now, I embrace the stare. Mrs Kang is cool, my god. Try it.

After school went to house to study. Clara Klin and Kel came. Had a hard but enjoyable time teaching lump(Clare) physics. We exchanged watches =.-... Great, now I look all girly. Nvm, my manly body makes up for it I guess. ( I AM TOTALLY JOKING :D)

Life in school with Weiyang and Leslie spicing things up is great, so far.

My love life, hahaha don't mention it. No progress, I'm still stuck. It's been 6 freaking months godamnit....

By the way, shout out to Jelin, if you're reading this, I saw your encouraging messages and I just wanna say you totally rock and thank you for your motivation to make me go on in life and not get stuck or anything. Hope to see you on Friday. HOPE.

Halo's guitar theme is driving me crazy.

Goodnight, no goodbyes.



3,2,1 Boom.
another Sunday, August 16, 2009 at 1:36 PM

Right now I should and am studying for E Maths test tomorrow. Bearings is a stupid chapter -.-
Right now am crazy over Funhouse - Pink.
Right now I'm wondering why the hell I'm still pondering over the damn hope that I still stand a chance.
Right now I'm pissed I keep repeating the same thing over and over, my crush life sucks.
Right now not pissed anymore cause I'm singing Funhouse.
Right now,... yikes, she's attatched, so get over it.

Kay, I'm over it. I guess, AHAHA =.- No one recommended me any songs, you suckers ...

Alright, Gonna start studying. Good Luck for common tests people. Don't get higher marks than me, kidding.

Happy birthday Alison :)



Meant to Live
another Monday, August 10, 2009 at 9:08 PM

Does anyone have a song to recommend?

Does anyone also have a song which has this meaning, or any of these meanings?
-You wanna let the girl you like know you like her
-You already know the girl has someone else, but you're still hanging on hopelessly.
-You're like two people at the same time

-A rock song that get's you suddenly pumped up ( I got one to recommend to you guys, Switchfoot - Meant to Live. Only the starting freaking rocks.)
-A song that get's you pumped up.
-A song that really TESTS YOUR VOCALS. (I need this, haha)

Alright, on the real business. So far in life, let's see. Saturday was fun.

Haikel and gang came over, plus Andy, did parkour, napping in my room in aircon, going crazy over nothing.
Weilun came over, then comes the fun part. Started burning things we found near the garbage dump. Guess what we found? A big wooden box, and newspaper.
Made trails of Zippo, lighter fluid, on the ground, forming words and all. The ground was freaking on fire! NICE!Made a freaking camp fire.

The next day, we found a liquor bottle, champagne I think, at the garbage dump, it was FRIGGIN AWESOME. You can imagine the explosion. No shards or anything though, so, good. No scarring of faces.

Really wanna let you know, you know. But I can't. URGH...

Never thought I'd be the stupid cheesy guy stuck in infatuations. HAHAHAHA, haha... ahh.



A Raging War of Peace.
another Thursday, August 6, 2009 at 11:07 PM

Wassup yo. Favourite entrance greeting.

Cracking knukles and fingers now, thinking of what to type about. Let's start with Sunday.

Cut my long sideburns... will see you soon :'(. Went to Parkour downstairs, my house the parkour area, with Weilun, childhood friend yet idiot at same time. Burned many things in a broken glass bottle, found a fire extinguisher at the dump, whacked it till it opened up, played, then, proceeded to parkour in the night. Fun shit.

Monday... forgot, ha.
Tuesday,... I dunno. I just remembred in between one of these 2 days I did something which I am SO EMBARRASSED OF =.-.. Go read Abigail's blog if you wanna know what it was. It has sumthin to do with a paper,... or summat like that. Her blog's in my links. (I'm advertisin for you, I better get some sort of pay).

Yesterday... Sucked. Went back to school to accompany kukmalu and Heeky home, but, in the end got scolded and had to rush of to my mom's birthday party which I only got informed like 2 hours before. Turned out pretty well though. Life is a blessing.

Today, nah, don't wanna talk about it. I became all sensitive again. Stupid, depressed self, get out man... You ain't welcome (me)

Night-o's. And just wanna give a shout out to everyone. Love your family, their the only one's you got against the world.