Right now I only have like 4 people I can truly count on. And all these people hanged out with me today at -blanks- house.

Ah, I really really am starting to get conscious of the fact that I am virtually, and realistically totally alone in the school without them. Even a simple matter of, lining outside the class, no one freaking even stands next to me. In fact, if they could, they would TOTALLY AVOID THE CHANCE if they could. See what my drama and loudness has got me into.

I'm not trying to gain special attention by saying I'm hated and all alone, I'm just saying I'm damn lucky to have 4 friends to really count on when I'm in deep waters.

But what I wanna say now is, I sometimes tend to take these friends for granted, and, ... I just want to apologise, DON'T YOU SING THAT SONG THAT I KNOW YOU WANNA SING, but I wanna apologise cause I know its NOT TOO LATE.

Haha, well, had lots of laughs today, and yesterday. And guess what, I'm totally over my crush. Guess that's what happens if you start drinking beer. Okay I didn't but it took me truckload of effort to get over her. I'm over you. (Chris Daughtry song, go listen to it)

Bye you idiots...

By the way, sorry Richardson. You do have a life. It's me who LACKS IT. Treasure your graph drawing friends. =)