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Seahcheng,15


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9 SEPTEMBER 1994
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The Uprising
another Sunday, October 25, 2009 at 10:06 AM

Hi noobs. I'm damn sad now, cause I just lost myself.
WAIT, LET ME ELABORATE.

I lost my self esteem... Okay I got alotta self esteem for alotta different things, and I lost one of the most important ones, which is the one which makes me funny, sociable, dramatic, the MAIN part of myself. I haven't even made a person laugh properly since like JUNE, after some FUCKING idiot did sth to drastically lower my self esteem. Keilin knows. Keilin knows everything :) OKay so anyway, now I'm constantly appearing tired, I cant laugh properly, cant joke, cant give any joy to friends ANYMORE. Even if I do its not as much, hate it. Don't hate myself, just hate... er, IT.

And then to add up to this, the person like I super super am STILL NOT OVER WITH (suppose to be 5 months ago that I got over her) is still unaware that I am like, totally in loke (like + love) with her. I have become what I always hate to be, TYPICAL. Typical teenager in love, heartbroken yadah yadah usual story. Not interesting, boring life. Spice it up, cheng.... Alright, shall just have to wait till the feelings fade. I think Its like way, better I don't tell her how I feel lest something happens to our already SO SMALL friendship. <--- HAHA broken english.

And one more thing, WHY DOES MY BLOG HAVE NO FREAKING SPAMMERS. I mean I don't know why people spam and all but... once a while? please? OK WAIT, BEFORE YOU GO TO THE TAGBOARD TO SPAM, please write in full length compositio paragraphs, and not one word by one word, save space for other spammers. Be considerate bitches! And also, when you spam, you must mention at least 2 bad points of me, clearly stating why and supporting your answer with evidence, as the examiner, I wouldn't know shit. (Have no idea what it means, but it sounds cool so I put it there to impress people, hoping they'll go : WOW, CHENG KNOWS SLANG, I LOOK UP TO HIM. Haha typical blogger's wish.)

Anyway, that's bout it in my life. Now, short notes. or points rather.

Auredy's posts are making me freaking smile.
I didn't know the other SC in my tagboard was Sardine Chester, so I thought, ya you know. How embarassing...
I'm gonna change my blog font.
I'm still downloading Assassins Creed for my laptop. XBOX360 malfunctioning for dunno what reasons.

Everyday going Jareb house with Klin, Kel, Clare, and the other Cheng. It's boring life now. We're all doing different things, no one's doing anything together. We are slowly rotting ourselves away. Science centre anyone? HEY THAT'S AN IDEA.

Alright bye.



PSP: Play at Seahcheng's Place
another Friday, October 16, 2009 at 9:52 AM

Exams are finally over. We can all now take step 1 of freedom to the next level.

Have been constantly exhausting my psp's battery in order to play Monster Hunter 2ndG with Jareb, JiaCheng and Haikel. voice getting a little hoarse, cause we're all shouting orders to each other. Example.

  • RUN DODGE RUN RUN!
  • iTS GONNA SHOOT!
  • HEAL YOU IDIOT, HEAL!
  • WHY THE HELL YOU DIE =.-... WALAO BITCH
  • OI OI, AREA 6 AREA 6, WAIT NO HAHA SORRY, TURN BACK, AREA 5 AREA 5
  • OI, WHO HAS MAX POTION, I NEED I NEED AH NVM... DIED...
  • BREAK THE HEAD, OKOK DONE, NOW WING WING WING! WING LAH BITCHES, NOT FOOT.
  • HAIKEL STOP FLIRTING WITH THE BULLFANGO AND GET HERE.
  • HAHA OKAY NOW JIACHENG CATCHER, OH WAIT, JAREB GOT CAUGHT!
Ok you get the point, the fun-ness of it.

Got a new dog, its a Husky. Really cute. Girl (DON'T SAY ANYTHING, YICHIN!), p.s, Yichin prefers guy dogs... Racist... Kidding. Anyway, dog's name is Sasha, nice right.

Anyway, sorry for the long hiatus. I just wanted to keep you all annoyed, and keep stalkers from coming. And to Audrey, WOOO! That's all i can say haha.

See ya Noobs.



Haven't Met You Yet
another Saturday, October 3, 2009 at 11:56 PM

You know what I don't get... Some of the times, when you just go to a blog, there's always these 3 out of 10 bloggers who like to type those kind of ... how to say, secret message posts.

Further Explanation:
When they wanna shoot or target a person, they tend to like, say WHATEVER they wanna say about that person, but just refusing to say the name. And readers firstly go, "Shit, is it me?" Then, they go, " Who the hell is this person".

So it can go two ways, one, they get free attention. Next day in school, WHO'S THE PERSON?, and then, the bitching begins. 2, the reader just gets thoroughly annoyed. I'm not saying this whole thing is wrong or anything, but THINK OF A DIFFERENT WAY MAN!


Anyway, Farewell Assembly was a success. After endless nights of sacrificed revision, talking on the phone for desperate revision, and the constant nagging at the back of my head saying "gonn1a fail gonna fail", I realise, that... to make it through the EOY, I must believe in myself. Crucial yo!

Alright bye bitches! This is random, HI CHESTER! Bye Audrey. By the way, I totally love the car; Audi. I want the... A8 or sth like that.