What's In Me

Seahcheng,15


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The Great Dick In The Sky
another Sunday, February 28, 2010 at 10:17 AM

Your heart ruptured from separation is my source of, happiness :)

Common test week, over. Finally. It was... nothing? I'm serious. NO ONE was in the common test mood. but still I'm crossing my fingers and hoping for the best!

Had high jump, 4I and 4H had a competition.
It was all down to Brandon, Jian Wei, and Haikel. I further injured my leg -.- Right foot still throbbing with pain, left knee's tissue suffering terrible achingness and stings. Still I ran. What the hypeness from PE lesson can do to you, i just found out. haha.

Had SL planning. People who are gonna go for this camp, you're gonna experience the best camp ever.

I have to find a word to replace freaking, in my vocabulary.



Irrelevant.
another Thursday, February 18, 2010 at 10:14 PM

If you notice, in movies and even in life, all the ugly guys get the good girls. What's happening?

" True love, is when a guy replies a girl's message while he's playing DOTA."
- The Internet.



Who I Was, Who I Am.
another Friday, February 12, 2010 at 9:57 PM

I don't think anyone will miss me when I'm gone.

I still dunno how to keep my fucking mouth shut.
Sorry to all SL's for thinking I had the right to say all those fucking things on the first night. I have no right to ... do anything.

It's just me and only me against the world now I guess.
I don't even dare to look up and say hi to anyone, except my group of friends.

My one line biography: Obnoxious : highly objectionable or offensive,annoying or objectionable due to being a showoff or attracting undue attention to oneself.

Sorry Lewis for not,... understanding you. Erm, if you know what I mean.
Sorry Abigail, XuanJun and Crystal for you know what.
Sorry Richardson for saying you had no life.
Sorry Meng Yue for teasing you.
Sorry Jiayi for being arrogant.
Sorry Rachel Goo, for being obnoxious.
Sorry Andy, Kei Lin, Jareb, and... basically the whole L&C for losing my temper easily.
Sorry Debbie, Dorothy, Alvira for being annoying.
Sorry KeiLin, Clara for not accepting who you are.
Sorry Diyannah for moving my table away always.
Sorry Weiyang for losing my cool sometimes.
Sorry Haikel for not listening.
Sorry Ms Nithiya, Mdm Saha for not listening to your advice.
Sorry Mum, I've not been a good son.
Sorry Dad, I haven't seen you enough.
Sorry for not balancing friends and family.
Sorry Mr Heng, I'm a disappointment.
Sorry Andy for suddenly leaving.
Sorry Yong Yong for making fun of you.
Sorry JiaCheng for being so lame and awkward sometimes.
Sorry Koh Siong for making fun of your test results.
Sorry Ernest, for making fun of your hair that time.
Sorry Hanan for being a loudmouth, insensitive fucker.
Sorry Irfan for putting you down so harshly.


Erm.. I don't think I can go on. but to the general, sorry I keep losing my temper, and keep thinking I'm oh-so-high up there. Its just... I've not really been accepted when I was in P6, and, I erm.. I don't know what it was like to have friends, or what really are friends, until I came into secondary school. Meaning, I didn't know how to act, what to do, when to shut up, when to speak, how to React, how to control my emotions.

I keep thinking that flouting my emotions all over the place, plus ego, would get me attention. I love attention. I was totally deprived of attention when I was young. But that doesn't mean its my excuse to be an attention seeker.

I don't know if any of these made sense to you but... this has really been a heartfelt post.

i think the definition of obnoxious is really what describes me. Agreed?...