Hey friend, this is gonna be my first indirect behind the mask cause-i-don't-dare-to-do-it-in-real-life kinda post.

Gonna be real direct here. To everyone I have ever stopped being friends before, in general, its either cause I've too many issues with you being kept silent, that if I were to shoot it all out, I KNOW that you wouldn't listen/walk off/hate me. So if I come to a conclusion that it REALLY IS better off going seperate ways, then let it be, cause when I have a hunch about these kinda things, and I don't create the distance, you're really gonna feel the pain.

At first it started off quite well, personal now. I helped you out of a damn sticky situation, remember? In my room, and you KNEW you would be in deep shit, but I helped you. Our friendship grew closer with our next mass outing, brothers we were. Near brothers, but as we got closer, you might have become a lil' more comfortable, and therefore shown out some of your personality. Your immovable mind refused to even fidget when the situation required a little flexibility or giving in. I tolerated it, kept it in, maybe it was just a period, so I continued standing by you, always.

As your inflexibilty become more and more obvious, I couldn't shut an eye to it anymore, tried indirect, then direct ways to tell you. No, denial denial denial. You say... hmm oh yea... but a minute later and poof, there you go, doing it again.

It came to a point I had no more strength to continue on this constant unhappiness, I tried the slow distancing, occassionally being friendly, but otherwise keeping a distance. you should just let the distance grow. Don't fill the hole with water and crocodiles just to spite me. Someday it'll be better, but I swear to god, you make it worse now, there's no turning back.

I did not make this post to insult you, but you have a reason to know :) Don't take this in the negative way. who knows, maybe down the road, we'll start going crazy over raining (desired stuff)